The hopeless hopeful romantic

I was driving to work this morning thinking how it will be when I meet someone who truly knocks me off my feet. Not only an attractive guy but someone who pulls on me in a non physical way. I have only met one guy that did that and I know if he even so much as brushed my lips with his I would've fainted.

I wonder if there are other hopeless romantics out there. My definition of a romantic is someone who isn't driven by feelings, serious physical/sexual attraction but driven by something deeper. The romantic whirlwind that drove men to write poetry and women to sigh in agony. Not because your hot in the pants and need to get your rocks off, but because there is this force , this fire , a raging storm that brews within that you just can't seem to put out , but the other person can , they are the remedy.

I for one hope and pray that before JESUS comes back that I can meet the person that does that. I want it like the olden days. Hell I think it would be cool if I met a guy who made me faint and he caught me . Ahh the agony of it ...Well I've been waiting for a long time let's see how much longer it'll be.

Kipper the wiggles and Rubadubas make me super happy

I really love my kids they are awesome. You know when you sit back and look and listen to them and really take in the memories , I love being a parent. My oldest daughter is awesome , my little one is so cute and is just thriving at everything. I really love being a mom. 

Not to mention Ni Hao Kai - Lan is the bomb

Extremely totally random....The What if moment

Hey readers.. Hope you all are having a wonderful day.

Ever had a what if moment? I mean you're just minding your own business, working, walking to the copier and it dawns on you............

Your mind flashes back to a time in your life and you're like what if?
You think about a guy/girl (for the men) and you think what if?
You think about that job listing you skipped over but had a gut feeling about....what if?
6 months ago you thought about loosing weight and went to the gym but stopped...what if?

The list can go on and I know you get the jist of what I am saying. I am tired of what if - aren't you ( for those it applies to)

Let's get out there and do gang!

Dreams ...are you really too old

Dang it , I am only 34 and already feel like I am on the edge of death..Not really that's a little urhmm much but it's like I had all these dreams and aspirations and all I remember now is , I have a logic class , three papers due, pay for rent , daycare , car payment oh and my daughter needs bras...

I mean when did life take over my life ...ARGGGGGGGhhhhhhh

I really need to get on track with my screenwriting and production classes. I want to take Hollywood by storm and be the next "Twilight" writer or whatever those womenzzzz did.

Anywhoobs people , no matter what this dream never sleeps or dies...If I ever meet him and we fulfill my screenplay then Oh my ...